“Daydreaming”

by Derek Felix

As I sit here

In the candlelight

Pondering to where

You are on this stormy night

My mind floats

In every direction

You’re the anedocte

Which is my selection

Lately you’re everywhere

I seem to go

Nice eyes and hair

Just want to know

Are you for real

Or am I daydreaming

You know how I feel

Which is why I’m reeling

Trying to find

Out the truth

You’re one of a kind

Sure got the proof

You could conquer me

If we were together

There’d be no misery

Only the best sort of weather

With that pretty smile

There’s nothing fake

Cause you got style

Would be a sweet escape

Are you legit

Or am I daydreaming

Cause you’re the shit

Sure can’t be hallucinating

You’ve got it going on

Making people crack up

Could never go wrong

Let’s raise the cup

Ready to say

What’s been on my mind

Isn’t it time to play

Cause you sure are a find

Just want to look in your eyes

And light them on fire

Just full of surprises

Let’s go wire to wire

Are you prepared

Or am I daydreaming

Never be despaired

Just want to raise ya to the ceiling

Yes. The hot rumor of the day is true. I still do write lyrics but they usually can be found at my official Xanga Site. So check’em out.

This one’s for free cause it’s got ‘em in complete misery.

“Going All Out”

by Derek Felix

Hey you

Word on da street

That you’re the homey

With the quick ass beat

Like Rice Krispy Treats

Well I’m here

To say I don’t play

Got my own shit together

Lighting ‘em up every single day

Time to show the way

Shaolin represent

Kicking wicked ass rhymes

Throwing ya off guard

Much like the New York Times

Cause we drop more dimes

I’m bringing it

Without a doubt

Dropping dope lyrics

Going all out

So strap on your seatbelt

You say you’re 4 real

Look me in the eye

Show me whatcha got

Don’t leave ‘em high and dry

Like you’re gonna cry

It be happenin’

This is your Jewish nigga

Who’s got the artillery

Never afraid to pull the trigger

Are you 4 real or just a wigger

It’s like this

Bring your ‘A’ game

Or just toss in the towel

And feel my power like the rain

Triggering reactions in your brain

I’m bringing it

Without a doubt

Dropping high heat

Going all out

Like Mo Rivera in full fleet

Message is simple

I never back down

Gonna rip it up

Making your lyrics drown

Like Homey The Clown

Know the deal

It’s the kid from the south shore

Flying faster than a car

Got so much in store

Now hear me roar

I haven’t written anything in a while but for some reason, I just felt like using my creativity tonight. Maybe cause the Rangers lost to the Devils. So be it. 

“Word To Big Bird”

by Derek Felix

Word up to all my homeys out there

Who be keeping it all oh so clear

Ya’ll gonna represent Shaolin to full effect

Cause this one’s about to blow up so I come correct

Word on the street is that you lost your edge

Didn’t feel right now you’re on the ledge

Wondering if you can finally recover

From being my homey’s secret lover

You thought you had it all figured out

Till you got caught blasted and bloodied during an epic bout

Now you’re down in the dumps just not the same

Feeling like you’re about to lose your brain

Word to big bird

For knocking ya off track

Word to big bird

For putting your punkass on your back

That’s what you get for messin’ around

Now it’s all about to go down

So don’t give me your lame ass excuses

Cause I’m about to let loose like Confucius

Stop looking in the mirror feeling sorry as can be

Pretty soon you’ll be shaking like a tree

That fatalistic attitude gets you nowhere

Time to face up be a man and face your fear

Only then will you gain respect

Cause right now you’re a loser with neglect

Unable to rise back to the top

Much like a one-hit wonder a complete flop

Word to big bird

On setting you straight

Word to big bird

Making ya finally feel hate

This is what you really deserve

Ya punked out now you lost your nerve

Don’t show your face around anymore

If you show it goes from sunny to a downpour

This is the extreme which sets us off

That’s how you suddenly become real soft

Changing even your very walk

Unable to muster words out as you talk

Fear is the great equalizer in this world

As valuable as to the hotties the diamond pearls

Making anyone much more tenative

Instead of just being random and proactive

Word to big bird

For shaking loose

Word to big bird

For being the powerful moose

“Inner Peace”

by Derek Felix

You walk in this certain special place

Where it all seems like a different world

One which you prefer judging by the look on your face

It truly is one of life’s pearls

Taking you away from all the rest which is so fake

Instead you look around and notice what’s real

This has become your eternal escape

The surroundings are very nice with genuine appeal

You admire all that it has to offer

As the sun shines down on you

There’s little doubt that you won’t be bothered

With the bluest ocean and sky ringing true

Making you forget all your life’s struggles

Instead pondering such a perfect paradise

Where there’s no such thing as trouble

Which brings out that smile not once but twice

The joy is all around you on this day

No longer contemplating what went wrong

As you walk on down by the bay

All that you hear is your favorite song

You finally got away from it all

Much more relaxed and pleased

Truly are having a ball

About time you made your inner peace

This was written over on my Xanga in about 12 minutes for no apparent reason outside how lyrical I can really be when I can’t sleep.

Enjoy!

A Troubled Mind”

by Derek Felix

You come to me tired and weak

Not really knowing what’s around your domain

As I sit there so don’t even think

Boom boom thunder and lightning pouring rain

You come to me thoughtless and hopeless

Lost in your own world without much reason

It’s no wonder you constantly lose focus

After committing malicious acts of treason

You come to me desperate for hope

When I’m far from a miracle worker

God damn I ain’t the freaking pope

Just someone devious with a furor

You come to me singing your tired sad tune

As if I was the only person to turn

Might be in for a rude awakening as I go boom

Next time stop and think and you’ll finally learn

You come to me as if I got my shit together

When it’s far from the truth

Much like all the cruddy weather

Just want to get drunk and raise the motherfucking roof

You come to me because you’re in dire need

Hoping I can somehow erase all your pain

When you’d be better off getting high and smoking weed

Ain’t it about time to go Cypress Hill inside the membrane

You come to me as if I really know

When there’s nothing I can do

Isn’t it about time you pick up and go

It’s finally time for ya to buy a clue

You come to me to take your mind off things

Which might seem logical for today

Blasting away on your electric guitar as we sing

Hate to break it to you but your problem ain’t going away

It’s been a little while since I sat down and put together my creative thoughts down but that finally changed on this holiday.

“Thoughts Of You“

By Derek Felix

Thoughts of you creep in my head

As I lay awake here in bed

Wondering what you’re doing or where you are

As I look up at a dark sky full moon and wish upon a star

Can still see your pretty face as good as ever

Much like the beautiful sky and sun when we get good weather

Those penetrating dark eyes are looking in my direction

Sending shivers and giving me the proper affection

It’s like you never completely went away

Just stored away in the memory bank for a while until today

You always had a sudden cool way about ya with that nice smile

Which made going to school all the more worthwhile

Thoughts of you are back around

Isn’t it about time it finally all goes down

Determined to find out what’s been going on

That’s if you’ll let me before too long

There you stand slowly walking by

Making heads turn like yesterday of every horny guy

It was your specialty back in the day

Where they all seemed like forever May

Just to catch a drop of your smell had us stuck

Forgetting everything and only thinking damn what the fuck

Who could ever forget you not with that impeccable style

Hell yeah I always dug your entire profile

Thoughts of you were finally put to the test

And once again you truly were the best

Could never seem in that day to grasp exactly why

But that’s because you always were so fly

“Stormy Clouds”

by Derek Felix

It’s an overcast day

With not too much to say

As you look up above

Where the heavens show ya no love

You suddenly realize what’s headed this way

And I don’t mean the month of May

That forecast may as well be in forever

Cause the grayish dark sky tells a different kind of weather

One which shall soon come to fruition

Giving us a new sort of intuition

There’s a strong message buried inside

Which will suddenly be present on the outside

These stormy clouds bring it all to life

With thunder and lightning cutting like a knife

These stormy clouds will knock on your door

Telling you exactly what it’s all for

This isn’t some silly game

Instead it just comes down pouring lots of rain

Throwing ya’ll for a loop

Damn right that’s the freaking scoop

Suddenly windy conditions blowing in every direction

Picking and choosing which areas will get hit most with an unknown selection

Causing such distress and fear in certain places

Leaving destruction and many somber faces

Why was the storm so severe

Yelling and screaming without any care

Did it really have to make its point known

But that’s how mother nature is part of the super unkown 

These stormy clouds work in their own mysterious way

That much we now know on this very day

These stormy clouds might have come and gone

But deep down you know there shall be another dawn

“Day Trippin”

It’s a cold late night on the East coast

Just wishing for the warm sun to suddenly toast

A heavy wind blows everything around

Making lots of sound and howling pretty loud

But you stand there anyway freezing your ass off outside

Without a care in the world cause you got nothing left to hide

The wind brushes all over and against your pale skin

Making you long for a warm shot of tonic and gin

You aren’t in any rush to leave the street corner

As deep thoughts creep in of your older friend’s daughter

Doesn’t seem to matter on this day that you’re a little old

Maybe you’re finally tired of all the talk and want to be bold

You’ve seen how she looks at you whenever you’re around

Always making you blush and shiver with a little frown

Never wanting to draw much attention to the very obvious

While the other company in the room are totally oblivious

Having forgotten what they once really were

With much to do about nothing existences in one little blur

It’s never been your style never much at all

As the girl stares you down making you want to take her against the wall

Those thoughts are what’s been dancing around your head

If only you really knew after you left what she must’ve said

Now it gets even colder as you stand in this place

But you’re not going anywhere as the wind hits your face

Red all over you wait and wait some more

Hoping for your bus called the S74 

You got no idea where exactly it is

Better come soon so you can get down to biz

It might be late but it may as well be day

As you look up above and see a dark sky all gray

Kinda sums things up at this present time

If only the heavens above would finally yell out a sign

Cause you’ve come to the realization that you’re day trippin’

Knowing full well that you’re losing it quick already slippin’

But you’re okay just as long as your bus ride finally arrives

You’ve been at this stop many times before without much on the line

Any minute now that’s finally going to change

Which is why the long delay is very strange

The bus hasn’t been this late in forever

Somehow making you appreciate the bitter weather

You always quivered a little at this same stop before

But the 74 arrived just in time opening the door

You’d sit down and listen to the rap blasting away

Giving you a new perspective and wanting to scream hey

All this stuff goes on in your mind as you patiently wait

For a bus that has an unknown destination with your fate

What shall happen when you finally get on your way

Will it become possibly your most memorable day

Cause you knew all along for a while you’ve been day trippin’

Nothing around you mattered much anymore as you’re slippin’

You just stopped caring about all the petty nonsense

And instead focused on what really made the most sense

Which is why you’ve finally arrived at this exact location

Pondering if that bus will get you to your desired destination

You stand there and wait some more not knowing what’s going on anymore

Just as long as your bus finally comes and you get on that S74

It doesn’t matter how cold it is or how long you stand there

Just as long as your ride comes making it all the more clear

Cause you’ve known forever that you’ve been slippin’

But don’t really care cause you know you’ve been day trippin’

“I need beer and alcohol” 

I cxan’t fucking lie

Cause we all gonna die

Just feelin completely vyuzzed in fukkl affect

cause i guess i like getting cvomplwtely wrecked

this is the D to the B to the F in a totally crazy way

You allk know my gamr amd oi got so much to say

Drinking is fun and the olar opposite of boring

Who the fuck wqANTS TO Hear my boy Harry’s snoring

We al;l; need to get down and feel ourselves

Be cool and hang out woith the drunken elves

Who da hecxk are they well i don’t evberm know

Just rewlize that it’s finally tiojmne to go

Yes yes ya’ll yes ya;ll feeling da vibe

Cause drinkin keeps ya so alive

I need some motyha fuckin beer

So wea;ll gonna laugh and cheer

Be all craty lijke we all can be

This be da Shaolin characters’s odyssey

Feel your different side and let it all hang out

Showing no fear without a motha fuckin bdoube

This is tjhe crazzzy kid you never ever see

But he’s always been there with plenty of glee

I just don’t givce a fuck about nothin’ no more

Just want to chill and dance and be for real sure

This is the hidden jewesl in this boring neighvborhood

Where punk asses act like all thsaty whwen thety’rwe up to no good

So I say again I need more beer

Just buy it up and send it over here

So you can see the Mightt DF like never before

Just feel my kick as slyrics now hear me roar

You never seen me this way oijn a long fucking time

B ut I;m mad cool cause i’m, innovative and can always rhyme

Bring your game cause you’ll still get mad dissed

I got more flavor than the Club Abyss

Thisd is the onwe and only SI G money to the fullest

Someone who’s got it all nd will never be dullest

Beer and drinks all the time

Dancing to the beat all this is my crime3

Cops act like they’re all that when they’re complete frauds

Abusihng the law lkike a bunch opf lightning rods

Fuck ya’ll who think you’re cooler than the real peeps

Ya never knew kjacl shit and bs in your fucking jeeps

I’m a true person who always cxomes from the heart

So hear me l;oud and clear cause i’ play my fucking part

I like being buzzed cause it’s way much more fun

Then being plain boring asnd totally done

So give me beer or alcohol and you’ll see my real side

Hope ya’ll ar ecool and drive safe till the next ride

This is something which is dedicated to all the people who deal with all sorts of bullsh*t from total assholes who realllly think they know you when they don’t know jack and need to check themselves.

“You Think You Know”

You think you know

But you’re way off track

You say you know

But better step the hell back

This ain’t some fun ass game

Which is going on inside my head

It’s all the frustration and pain

As I lie here awake in bed

You always got it all figured out

Maybe it’s time for a dose of reality

Putting into action all the unknown doubt

Where you suddenly open your eyes and feel self pity

Welcome to my eternal hell

Where it’s never ever the same

And you feel like you never should’ve rang my bell

Where the sun rarely shows with a lot more rain

Don’t sit there and assume so much bullshit

How about talking to me first and looking me in the eye

It just might be enough to make you finally sit

All your assumptions are utter nonsense even if I’m a bit shy

Try sitting across from me and finding out what I’m really about

Then get a completely different perspective and finally have a clue

This way I don’t always have to scream and shout

I’m not trying to tell you that we’re completely through

Just hear my message and you’ll finally realize

It will be that much better for future days

Then maybe the sun shall finally rise

Feeling better instead of completely dazed

You think you know

But need to look at things in a different light

You say you know

But must realize there are other ways to be right

It might not always be the way you portray

Or come out quite your way

Sometimes we all need to check ourselves

And open up some brand new shelves

You think you know

But now finally see things my way

You say you know

But now understand what I’ve been trying to say