No longer does it sound like heaven
But rather Hell’s angel
Enjoying this chaos at 11:11
Damn could this get any stranger

I’ve heard murder was the case
But going MIA has me dazed and confused
Don’t know where to start cause you didn’t leave a trace
Like our love was your riddle and I had too much booze

Got a hangover that just won’t leave
It’s like the Jewish legend 40 days 40 nights of rain
If only I could find some way to believe
Instead feel the pounding of alcohol leaving me in pain

In so much pain
No longer got the spark
In so much pain
Everything just turned pitch dark

Why’d ya have to go away
Without warning creating my personal haunting
Now I feel like the groundhog every day
See your shadow leaving me wanting

It’s like I’m chasing a ghost
That don’t exist
And somewhere your laugh is heard making a toast
While I run aimlessly around in circles all twisted

I can feel ya all around smiling
In laughter as I play your game
Pretty sure I saw you in a mirror styling
When it was just ya dancing in my brain

Now I’m on a rollercoaster
That might never end
Seeing your breathtaking poster
As I fly around the bend

In so much pain
That I see you everywhere
In so much pain
You’re not real and I lost my chair

Now I’m just a basketcase
Waiting to get psychoanalyzed
The doc takes one look and runs away from my face
Afraid that he’ll get paralyzed

You got your wish
Making me crazy
Now I’m lost at sea like a fish
And everything’s hazy

If I could just see ya once more
Everything would be alright
Be like unlocking your door
And we’d make it out of sight

But that shall never be
Cause you’re like a runaway train
Once so easy to see but now just misery
No wonder I’m in so much pain

In so much pain
Cause I can’t see your face
In so much pain
Now it’s just an empty space