Sat 24 Jul 2010
D Flex
Just one of those nights
When nothing goes right
Fuck the summer heat
Damn I feel beat
Ain’t from the lack of air
Rather a feeling of despair
Yesterday, was on a roll
But where did that go
The emptiness can be felt inside
A pained face I can’t hide
There’s no faking this
Right now feels like the abyss
If you see a frown
That’s cause I’m down
It’s hard to express why
Just want to go away and fly
Emptiness comes and goes
Unfortunately it’s not saying no
I’m lost completely
Can’t seem to solve this maze
Emptiness please rid me of your craze
The mood is somber
Filled with regrets
Guess there’s no escaping
This crashed jet
Been living a lie
For far too long
Starting to question why
On how I went wrong
Was never my intention
To fuck shit up
But who was paying attention
As I take another shot from a cup
Sometimes, we make mistakes
That can really haunt
It’s when the tension breaks
Where you can’t say so fucking what
Emptiness is like a knife
Always there to stab you
Bringing more pain
How much more can you endure
Before you scream out and roar
This is the bed I made
Deal with it everyday
It would be nice to trade
Can’t quite get my way
It’s buried deep in the sand
Like a treasure
Only this one has no stand
Nor pleasure
There’s no running away
From this bad mood
Emptiness is having its way
Doing more harm than good
It can cut ya in two
Dividing your heart
Enjoying it as if it already knew
Before the start
Emptiness is like the Devil
Sneaking up when you least suspect
Igniting your fire
As the flames burn
You begin to turn
Avoid looking into Satan’s eyes
Armed with evil riddles
And packs of lies
Think something good Sour Skittles
Taste the rainbow
To free your mind
Feel the magic glow
And then you’ll find
The spirit you had before
Shall finally rise
Time to slam emptiness’ door
And be real wise
Don’t ever give in
To its disturbing plot
Time to fight and win
Taking our best shot
Emptiness still exists
But has been pushed away
Showing I have strong will
And shall persevere
Knowing full well it’s all out there